it's the same as usual

atmosphere like morning air last night ..
cold, lonely ..
everything looks the same
cloudy ..

recalled an old memory, but not too long, too
beautiful memories, but not too beautiful, too
everything looks the same
absurd

last night, is the most beautiful rain that ever happened in my life
somehow .. not know his reasons
last night, not sure how I feel. mixed all into one

I do not know why he was always in my thoughts when night falls
especially when the rain came last night, reminded me of her warm embrace
I want to cry, but could
want to smile, but this heart wince


and this morning was the atmosphere last night I was really able to feel
cold, lonely ..
still remember her sweet smile so friendly

I was a hypocrite ..
I miss her
missed itbut I can not talk much
I can not take any action
could only hear his recorded voice on the phone
see the tape on his face in a photo album of his property
and heard it all his favorite songs is also used to track our memories


sorry for all the feelings I have today